10.10.10, happen once every hundred years... The next would be on 10.10.2110... But I believe all of us won't able to see that... It would be an incredible when we pass year of thousand, the year of 2000... But all the stuff, happened once in our life, we must appreaciate it.. Things and people around us is the matter, what year, it doesn't matter... I am hopping for 11.11.11... I believe it does more matter and meaningful... 11, mean like two people, stay side by side and together... 111111, mean stay long and forever.. Haiz, unfortunately it gonna happened too soon, so wondering I hope I can marry with my love one on that time... Can postpone 10 more years? 11 is my lucky number.. I like this number and it is my birthday date too... ^.^..
I wanna promise myself, even I can't get married that time on 111111, I hope I can be with my Mrs.Right, my lover, my partner to enjoy the moment... Wanna go oversea enjoy, eat a wonderful dinner and spend an incredible night with her, to look at the sky and counting stars... Hmmm, it sound so nice to me... So, I am waiting you, 111111 and my gal...
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Monday, October 4, 2010
My Story, my Old Friends... Include you ^.^
1989... 1996...2002....2006...2008...2010 onward....
Born...kindergarten, primary, secondary, college onward...
Port Dickson... A nice place to enjoy, rest, relax and experience...
Port as you know is a port as normal, Dickson is a person name and the person who discover the location, so Port Dickson... I hope future can change to Port KohSian oso not bad... Haha...
Kindergarten... I kindergarten, last time I not so sure but now I very sure dy, is near to PD Police station... Ok, I know my memory is not good, I still small that time ma, just know to eat... If we stand facing the police station, the school is on your left hand side.. There is a sharp corner, and on that spot, have a junction to turn in and ya, it should be around there dy.. Rewind back, I can't remember one of my friends at that time... Just remember it was small, a small playground, many mosquito, class is separate by animal (crocodile, chicken, duck) I am lion class, and every morning I was crying when my mum leave me in front of gate... One year I was study there, just know to play around... Don't know what is study that time and don't know love too, if I know then 'Geng' lo, can get many small girls, hahaha...
Primary... My primary school, S.R.J.K (C) Chung Hua Port Dickson... This I got more memory on it... Since that time I dy growth older and 'mature'... That day on one of my friend's birthday celebration, they discuss about primary school and I don't know that she was same class with me on first grade... Yellow 1.. At that time I not specifically to remember someone, because all are friends... At primary, is based on first come first serve policy, who comes register earlier, can get into best class, White... There are six categories, White as the best first class, Red, Yellow, Blue, Green, and last is Purple.. But it all depends on the number of student registered on the year... So after situated on Yellow, 3 years of it... Yellow 1, Yellow 2, Yellow 3... Talk about friends, it is long time ago dy... In my memories, I able to think few of it... For the next 3 years, I become White 4, White 5, White 6... The best class jor... I also don't know why I can, maybe at that time I do really put on effort and I sure it will be much better than now... Now I am so lazy... I need to change... At White do feel happy, like the best, walk also got wind blow beside, haha... So study, play and tuition are the main activities... Here come my first love here, I do like one girl.. Just inside deep in my heart... The feeling is incredible, heartbeat increase and feel hot... It was fun... But I never told her... UPSR is grade 6 final and most important exam, and the result, haiz, don't talk about it... In my secondary school, you will know it...
Secondary... It takes 5 years... STPD Sekolah Tinggi Port Dickson...Every year is different and you will change class according to your result... Either up or down... I explain how it works first, Form 1, class classified from 1A1 to 1A10, it can goes to A12, again it depends on the number of student... And my Form 1 is until 1A10... Here I gonna tell my class, 1A6... (@.@) Sad case? Not really... I believe I am not doing well in my exam and putting me to A6, giving me a special experience... I meet an incredible girl... She is charm, nice and I am not with her, is my best friend with her... Haiz, that feeling is bad... But when almost close to finish my first form, I told her that I like her, and guess what, she said she like me too, hahahaha, how possible is that, I don't believe it, it was a shock... She become the first girl that I confess to... We not really together, just friend... But now I can't get her, don't know where is her now, just hope can see her back in future since she is my good friend too... My second year, Form 2, I was started continue with 2A6... But soon, I was being transfer to 2A10... Haha, don't know what had happened too, maybe teacher see my potential? Not really... So my life had changed, I can't same class with her and I miss my friends there... But even that, 2A10 is still my gang of friends from primary school... I think I am the only one who went to lower class.. But it doesn't mean anything, most important is study happily... 2A10, with friend do quite happy, but I a bit get rejected because since they are gang together for one year and I was new joined... But soon, everything come back to normal... We all are good friends... Form 3, 3A9, haha, see, I am not that good one de... I drop down to A9 dy... 3A9 was fun, and 3A10 was just beside my class, bunch of friends together, so happy there... And I was close to few friends, one of her, ya her, she is my close friend, we talk, we share, we study, but soon, she had transfer to other school... I just can wish her good luck in her new journey... I believe she can and she do really doing well now and studying oversea... My future doctor, I can fully depend on her dy... Haha, can ask for cheaper... Another close friends, 'Long Piao Piao' haha... He is fun... Good friend too... Memorable... Form 4 and Form 5, both A10, do really need to work hard... Here, my friends all here with me, we play football, go lab, study, tuition, enjoy... I like the most at that time... It was so fun...
After secondary school, all the friends are separated into different college, university and most of them are studying overseas... It was really disappointing... At secondary school was the most memorable and enjoyable time... Therefore, it was fate if we all can still keep in touch to each other... Thankful to know all the friends... Friends forever here... A friend in need is a friend indeed... My college and university, APIIT/UCTI... Haiz, when I told people and my friends, no one now what is that... Too bad... People would think I am kidding... My college is small, but doing well in IT, Computing and Business course... I choose Business & Computing course... I don't know why I will choose that but I don't want my future to be an engineer, or some professional job... Maybe I am clumsy... I dono... See how future la.. Don't think much, just believe in myself, I can, I can... All is well... All the years, total 4 years the course, now at Year 4, so talk back to 3 previous years, I am just normal, no relationship, no mrs'right... But I do meet someone, just don't know how things work out now, Effort, I gonna put much effort to her... Haha... I believe I can, I can... All is well, All is well... Gambahteh... FYP, Final Year Project, I gonna win myself in this year... I wanna do well and great... Please God, friends and close one to give me power....
Born...kindergarten, primary, secondary, college onward...
Port Dickson... A nice place to enjoy, rest, relax and experience...
Port as you know is a port as normal, Dickson is a person name and the person who discover the location, so Port Dickson... I hope future can change to Port KohSian oso not bad... Haha...
Kindergarten... I kindergarten, last time I not so sure but now I very sure dy, is near to PD Police station... Ok, I know my memory is not good, I still small that time ma, just know to eat... If we stand facing the police station, the school is on your left hand side.. There is a sharp corner, and on that spot, have a junction to turn in and ya, it should be around there dy.. Rewind back, I can't remember one of my friends at that time... Just remember it was small, a small playground, many mosquito, class is separate by animal (crocodile, chicken, duck) I am lion class, and every morning I was crying when my mum leave me in front of gate... One year I was study there, just know to play around... Don't know what is study that time and don't know love too, if I know then 'Geng' lo, can get many small girls, hahaha...
Primary... My primary school, S.R.J.K (C) Chung Hua Port Dickson... This I got more memory on it... Since that time I dy growth older and 'mature'... That day on one of my friend's birthday celebration, they discuss about primary school and I don't know that she was same class with me on first grade... Yellow 1.. At that time I not specifically to remember someone, because all are friends... At primary, is based on first come first serve policy, who comes register earlier, can get into best class, White... There are six categories, White as the best first class, Red, Yellow, Blue, Green, and last is Purple.. But it all depends on the number of student registered on the year... So after situated on Yellow, 3 years of it... Yellow 1, Yellow 2, Yellow 3... Talk about friends, it is long time ago dy... In my memories, I able to think few of it... For the next 3 years, I become White 4, White 5, White 6... The best class jor... I also don't know why I can, maybe at that time I do really put on effort and I sure it will be much better than now... Now I am so lazy... I need to change... At White do feel happy, like the best, walk also got wind blow beside, haha... So study, play and tuition are the main activities... Here come my first love here, I do like one girl.. Just inside deep in my heart... The feeling is incredible, heartbeat increase and feel hot... It was fun... But I never told her... UPSR is grade 6 final and most important exam, and the result, haiz, don't talk about it... In my secondary school, you will know it...
Secondary... It takes 5 years... STPD Sekolah Tinggi Port Dickson...Every year is different and you will change class according to your result... Either up or down... I explain how it works first, Form 1, class classified from 1A1 to 1A10, it can goes to A12, again it depends on the number of student... And my Form 1 is until 1A10... Here I gonna tell my class, 1A6... (@.@) Sad case? Not really... I believe I am not doing well in my exam and putting me to A6, giving me a special experience... I meet an incredible girl... She is charm, nice and I am not with her, is my best friend with her... Haiz, that feeling is bad... But when almost close to finish my first form, I told her that I like her, and guess what, she said she like me too, hahahaha, how possible is that, I don't believe it, it was a shock... She become the first girl that I confess to... We not really together, just friend... But now I can't get her, don't know where is her now, just hope can see her back in future since she is my good friend too... My second year, Form 2, I was started continue with 2A6... But soon, I was being transfer to 2A10... Haha, don't know what had happened too, maybe teacher see my potential? Not really... So my life had changed, I can't same class with her and I miss my friends there... But even that, 2A10 is still my gang of friends from primary school... I think I am the only one who went to lower class.. But it doesn't mean anything, most important is study happily... 2A10, with friend do quite happy, but I a bit get rejected because since they are gang together for one year and I was new joined... But soon, everything come back to normal... We all are good friends... Form 3, 3A9, haha, see, I am not that good one de... I drop down to A9 dy... 3A9 was fun, and 3A10 was just beside my class, bunch of friends together, so happy there... And I was close to few friends, one of her, ya her, she is my close friend, we talk, we share, we study, but soon, she had transfer to other school... I just can wish her good luck in her new journey... I believe she can and she do really doing well now and studying oversea... My future doctor, I can fully depend on her dy... Haha, can ask for cheaper... Another close friends, 'Long Piao Piao' haha... He is fun... Good friend too... Memorable... Form 4 and Form 5, both A10, do really need to work hard... Here, my friends all here with me, we play football, go lab, study, tuition, enjoy... I like the most at that time... It was so fun...
After secondary school, all the friends are separated into different college, university and most of them are studying overseas... It was really disappointing... At secondary school was the most memorable and enjoyable time... Therefore, it was fate if we all can still keep in touch to each other... Thankful to know all the friends... Friends forever here... A friend in need is a friend indeed... My college and university, APIIT/UCTI... Haiz, when I told people and my friends, no one now what is that... Too bad... People would think I am kidding... My college is small, but doing well in IT, Computing and Business course... I choose Business & Computing course... I don't know why I will choose that but I don't want my future to be an engineer, or some professional job... Maybe I am clumsy... I dono... See how future la.. Don't think much, just believe in myself, I can, I can... All is well... All the years, total 4 years the course, now at Year 4, so talk back to 3 previous years, I am just normal, no relationship, no mrs'right... But I do meet someone, just don't know how things work out now, Effort, I gonna put much effort to her... Haha... I believe I can, I can... All is well, All is well... Gambahteh... FYP, Final Year Project, I gonna win myself in this year... I wanna do well and great... Please God, friends and close one to give me power....
Hope to add more here when I can think more about it... Haha... Enjoy people...
Sunday, October 3, 2010
^.^ Dua Bui Sai ^.^
He is my best friend and we ..... Sorry sorry, should be 'She' to show and mean as girl... (@.^) Pai Seh, my english not good, hope don't mind...
Haiz... Been friend for so long and always think she(he) as 'Heng Dai', mean like brother rather not to be 'Zi Mui', even every time she will mention to be sister but I always must stop her...
So, she is one of my best friend... Friend for so long, since form 4 and until now about 5 years dy... She is almost still the same, Attitude, Behavior, Height, Weight ( I not sure about this and it is sensitive to her so much, don't dare to say her increasing) and still stay pretty (^.^)... But do sure one thing is changing, the Age... From teenager, to lady, and maybe going to be woman soon... Time past time, we all are getting older and heavier on our responsibility... The more you growth, the more you need to care about...
She is a happy girl, always see her smiling like '38', but inside herself, as normal people or girl, still need people to care about... Just like a spiderweb, it capable to capture flies, but it is soft and easy to get destroy... Don't judge from the outside, because inside is totally different.. I not mean to her only, I mean to all the girl as well... Movie always mention, Girl thinking are deep sea which we never discover, on the other hand, girl claim what they want is most simple, love, care, and protection.. But that was the most difficult and complicated stuff (@.@)...
The title, 'Dua Bui Sai', what it mean? Haha, I don't know what incident, what situation to make her this name dy... I forgot.. But definitely not a good nickname for her... I do called her for so long and will continue call, haha... If I not mistaken, or actually it is true, she like to eat a lot... She sure miss Malaysian food so much... Chinese food, Malay food, and Indian food... Nasi lemak, haha, so nice... I tried it last week ohh, spicy jo...
So to 'pat' more.... I will add more next time la when free and think on what additional that I may miss out.. Here good luck to her on her study... Even work is heavy, but sure you gonna finish it... Add oil here to you... Keep in touch... Take care... All the best...
Haiz... Been friend for so long and always think she(he) as 'Heng Dai', mean like brother rather not to be 'Zi Mui', even every time she will mention to be sister but I always must stop her...
So, she is one of my best friend... Friend for so long, since form 4 and until now about 5 years dy... She is almost still the same, Attitude, Behavior, Height, Weight ( I not sure about this and it is sensitive to her so much, don't dare to say her increasing) and still stay pretty (^.^)... But do sure one thing is changing, the Age... From teenager, to lady, and maybe going to be woman soon... Time past time, we all are getting older and heavier on our responsibility... The more you growth, the more you need to care about...
She is a happy girl, always see her smiling like '38', but inside herself, as normal people or girl, still need people to care about... Just like a spiderweb, it capable to capture flies, but it is soft and easy to get destroy... Don't judge from the outside, because inside is totally different.. I not mean to her only, I mean to all the girl as well... Movie always mention, Girl thinking are deep sea which we never discover, on the other hand, girl claim what they want is most simple, love, care, and protection.. But that was the most difficult and complicated stuff (@.@)...
The title, 'Dua Bui Sai', what it mean? Haha, I don't know what incident, what situation to make her this name dy... I forgot.. But definitely not a good nickname for her... I do called her for so long and will continue call, haha... If I not mistaken, or actually it is true, she like to eat a lot... She sure miss Malaysian food so much... Chinese food, Malay food, and Indian food... Nasi lemak, haha, so nice... I tried it last week ohh, spicy jo...
So to 'pat' more.... I will add more next time la when free and think on what additional that I may miss out.. Here good luck to her on her study... Even work is heavy, but sure you gonna finish it... Add oil here to you... Keep in touch... Take care... All the best...
颖爱（一）
爱一个人，只要她幸福就好，不一定要和她在一起。
当你爱一个人的时候，连折磨也是一种幸福的恋爱是最好的，后来才会变坏。不要挥霍爱情，爱是会耗尽的。爱情可分为四，爱情的开始，热恋中幸福，淡恋的痛苦，爱情的尾声。爱情通常都会历经这，只求好聚好散。爱情里，你就有一份责任，因为你再也不是一个人生活。不要让一切都悲剧收场。
因为她开心，就是我开心。
真的吗？
这句词通常只有在戏里才可听得见，用得着。可在正常生活里，可真的用得了吗？
爱一个人，这话有两个可能。一，你俩是曾经相亲相爱，也可能现在也还爱着对方，可是人在，心不在。二，一路走来，只有你一厢情愿，她可能不知道你的情，或你已表达你的心意，只是‘落花有意随流水，流水无心恋落花’。这句名言，众人皆知，周星驰说的深情，让我影响深刻。
只要她幸福就好，这是真的。见她开心幸福，从内心里，也觉得安慰。她的微笑，深情，魅力，美丽，都是我最想看到的。
不一定要和她在一起。说真的，这是逼不得已。如果说你真的爱他，情根深种，最想的就是可以和他在一起，分享你的一切，喜怒哀乐。一起吃饭，聊天，诉苦，谈情。累了，就想歇在他的怀抱里。醒来，最想见到的就是他。嘿，还是‘落花有意随流水，流水无心恋落花’。
因为她开心，就是我开心。她开心，我真的也觉得开怀，可是却带来了一份悲哀，哀愁，伤心，心痛，痛苦，不得已啊。新娘结婚了，新郎不是我。
但愿时间能淡化一切，淡情，忘情，绝情。虽然时间是最好的良药，可是还要靠自己的意志，勇敢的振作起来，面对现实，前方还有遥远的路要走，相信明天会更好，加油加油。
当你爱一个人的时候，连折磨也是一种幸福的恋爱是最好的，后来才会变坏。不要挥霍爱情，爱是会耗尽的。爱情可分为四，爱情的开始，热恋中幸福，淡恋的痛苦，爱情的尾声。爱情通常都会历经这，只求好聚好散。爱情里，你就有一份责任，因为你再也不是一个人生活。不要让一切都悲剧收场。
缘起缘灭，缘浓缘淡，情薄情深，情临情去，只求曾经拥有，胜过从未碰头。
因为拥有，所以害怕失去。因为失去，所以痛苦一生。这句话对我来说，是我曾经犯的一个错误。为什么会是一个错呢？因为我过于的关心，害怕，担心会失去。结果，弄巧反拙，失去地更快。有人说，爱情就像放风筝，时放时收。有爱有恨，有情有泪，这样才能情长爱永。我的爱，我的泪，我的痛。一声对不起，表达我万分歉意。
Saturday, October 2, 2010
My Expression...
Life is amazing... After time and time, turn and turn, all is just 'misunderstanding'...
I also don't know I got the courage to say it, but I know if I am not, I won't be able to happy, the thing will always stuck in my mind and I can't do work, live as normal again... I feel so miserable...
Life is short, opportunity just once, if I don't grab my chance, I sure I will regret in the rest of my life...
I try, even fail, I would feel responsible to myself... At least I tried...
I just hope thing work well after this... I do really hope it can work out...
Please God care...
I also don't know I got the courage to say it, but I know if I am not, I won't be able to happy, the thing will always stuck in my mind and I can't do work, live as normal again... I feel so miserable...
Life is short, opportunity just once, if I don't grab my chance, I sure I will regret in the rest of my life...
I try, even fail, I would feel responsible to myself... At least I tried...
I just hope thing work well after this... I do really hope it can work out...
Please God care...
Friday, October 1, 2010
Discover Yourself
When you listen, you concentrate
When you concentrate, you focus
When you focus, you serious
When you serious, you mean
When you mean, you say
When you say, you think
When you think, you analyze
When you analyze, you learn
When you learn, you discover
When you discover, you experience
When you experience, you feel
When you feel, you touched
When you touched, you cry
When you cry, you sad
When you sad, you alone
When you alone, you need
When you need, you find
When you find, you see
When you see, you like
When you like, you love
When you love, you enjoy
When you enjoy, you forgotten
When you forgotten, you regret
When you regret, you late
When you late, you blame
Life is like a circle... Feel it, mean it...
When you concentrate, you focus
When you focus, you serious
When you serious, you mean
When you mean, you say
When you say, you think
When you think, you analyze
When you analyze, you learn
When you learn, you discover
When you discover, you experience
When you experience, you feel
When you feel, you touched
When you touched, you cry
When you cry, you sad
When you sad, you alone
When you alone, you need
When you need, you find
When you find, you see
When you see, you like
When you like, you love
When you love, you enjoy
When you enjoy, you forgotten
When you forgotten, you regret
When you regret, you late
When you late, you blame
Life is like a circle... Feel it, mean it...
~~~Discovery Channel~~~
Spaceman 1: It never gets old, huh?
Spaceman 2: Nope.
Spaceman 1: It kinda makes you want to...
Spaceman 2: Break into a song?
Spaceman 1: Yep.
I love the mountains,
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
I love the oceans
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all its craziness
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It's such a brilliant place
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Nice song...
Spaceman 2: Nope.
Spaceman 1: It kinda makes you want to...
Spaceman 2: Break into a song?
Spaceman 1: Yep.
I love the mountains,
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
I love the oceans
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all its craziness
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It's such a brilliant place
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Nice song...
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