Sunday, October 10, 2010

10.10.10

10.10.10, happen once every hundred years... The next would be on 10.10.2110... But I believe all of us won't able to see that... It would be an incredible when we pass year of thousand, the year of 2000... But all the stuff, happened once in our life, we must appreaciate it.. Things and people around us is the matter, what year, it doesn't matter... I am hopping for 11.11.11... I believe it does more matter and meaningful... 11, mean like two people, stay side by side and together... 111111, mean stay long and forever.. Haiz, unfortunately it gonna happened too soon, so wondering I hope I can marry with my love one on that time... Can postpone 10 more years? 11 is my lucky number.. I like this number and it is my birthday date too... ^.^..
I wanna promise myself, even I can't get married that time on 111111, I hope I can be with my Mrs.Right, my lover, my partner to enjoy the moment... Wanna go oversea enjoy, eat a wonderful dinner and spend an incredible night with her, to look at the sky and counting stars... Hmmm, it sound so nice to me... So, I am waiting you, 111111 and my gal...

Monday, October 4, 2010

My Story, my Old Friends... Include you ^.^

1989... 1996...2002....2006...2008...2010 onward....
Born...kindergarten, primary, secondary, college onward...
Port Dickson... A nice place to enjoy, rest, relax and experience...
Port as you know is a port as normal, Dickson is a person name and the person who discover the location, so Port Dickson... I hope future can change to Port KohSian oso not bad... Haha...

Kindergarten... I kindergarten, last time I not so sure but now I very sure dy, is near to PD Police station... Ok, I know my memory is not good, I still small that time ma, just know to eat... If we stand facing the police station, the school is on your left hand side.. There is a sharp corner, and on that spot, have a junction to turn in and ya, it should be around there dy.. Rewind back, I can't remember one of my friends at that time... Just remember it was small, a small playground, many mosquito, class is separate by animal (crocodile, chicken, duck) I am lion class, and every morning I was crying when my mum leave me in front of gate... One year I was study there, just know to play around... Don't know what is study that time and don't know love too, if I know then 'Geng' lo, can get many small girls, hahaha...

Primary... My primary school, S.R.J.K (C) Chung Hua Port Dickson... This I got more memory on it... Since that time I dy growth older and 'mature'... That day on one of my friend's birthday celebration, they discuss about primary school and I don't know that she was same class with me on first grade... Yellow 1.. At that time I not specifically to remember someone, because all are friends... At primary, is based on first come first serve policy, who comes register earlier, can get into best class, White... There are six categories, White as the best first class, Red, Yellow, Blue, Green, and last is Purple.. But it all depends on the number of student registered on the year... So after situated on Yellow, 3 years of it... Yellow 1, Yellow 2, Yellow 3... Talk about friends, it is long time ago dy... In my memories, I able to think few of it... For the next 3 years, I become White 4, White 5, White 6... The best class jor... I also don't know why I can, maybe at that time I do really put on effort and I sure it will be much better than now... Now I am so lazy... I need to change... At White do feel happy, like the best, walk also got wind blow beside, haha... So study, play and tuition are the main activities... Here come my first love here, I do like one girl.. Just inside deep in my heart... The feeling is incredible, heartbeat increase and feel hot... It was fun... But I never told her... UPSR is grade 6 final and most important exam, and the result, haiz, don't talk about it... In my secondary school, you will know it...

Secondary... It takes 5 years... STPD Sekolah Tinggi Port Dickson...Every year is different and you will change class according to your result... Either up or down... I explain how it works first, Form 1, class classified from 1A1 to 1A10, it can goes to A12, again it depends on the number of student... And my Form 1 is until 1A10... Here I gonna tell my class, 1A6... (@.@) Sad case? Not really... I believe I am not doing well in my exam and putting me to A6, giving me a special experience... I meet an incredible girl... She is charm, nice and I am not with her, is my best friend with her... Haiz, that feeling is bad... But when almost close to finish my first form, I told her that I like her, and guess what, she said she like me too, hahahaha, how possible is that, I don't believe it, it was a shock... She become the first girl that I confess to... We not really together, just friend... But now I can't get her, don't know where is her now, just hope can see her back in future since she is my good friend too... My second year, Form 2, I was started continue with 2A6... But soon, I was being transfer to 2A10... Haha, don't know what had happened too, maybe teacher see my potential? Not really... So my life had changed, I can't same class with her and I miss my friends there... But even that, 2A10 is still my gang of friends from primary school... I think I am the only one who went to lower class.. But it doesn't mean anything, most important is study happily... 2A10, with friend do quite happy, but I a bit get rejected because since they are gang together for one year and I was new joined... But soon, everything come back to normal... We all are good friends... Form 3, 3A9, haha, see, I am not that good one de... I drop down to A9 dy... 3A9 was fun, and 3A10 was just beside my class, bunch of friends together, so happy there... And I was close to few friends, one of her, ya her, she is my close friend, we talk, we share, we study, but soon, she had transfer to other school... I just can wish her good luck in her new journey... I believe she can and she do really doing well now and studying oversea... My future doctor, I can fully depend on her dy... Haha, can ask for cheaper... Another close friends, 'Long Piao Piao' haha... He is fun... Good friend too... Memorable... Form 4 and Form 5, both A10, do really need to work hard... Here, my friends all here with me, we play football, go lab, study, tuition, enjoy... I like the most at that time... It was so fun...

After secondary school, all the friends are separated into different college, university and most of them are studying overseas... It was really disappointing... At secondary school was the most memorable and enjoyable time... Therefore, it was fate if we all can still keep in touch to each other... Thankful to know all the friends... Friends forever here... A friend in need is a friend indeed... My college and university, APIIT/UCTI... Haiz, when I told people and my friends, no one now what is that... Too bad... People would think I am kidding... My college is small, but doing well in IT, Computing and Business course... I choose Business & Computing course... I don't know why I will choose that but I don't want my future to be an engineer, or some professional job... Maybe I am clumsy... I dono... See how future la.. Don't think much, just believe in myself, I can, I can... All is well... All the years, total 4 years the course, now at Year 4, so talk back to 3 previous years, I am just normal, no relationship, no mrs'right... But I do meet someone, just don't know how things work out now, Effort, I gonna put much effort to her... Haha... I believe I can, I can... All is well, All is well... Gambahteh... FYP, Final Year Project, I gonna win myself in this year... I wanna do well and great... Please God, friends and close one to give me power....

Hope to add more here when I can think more about it... Haha... Enjoy people...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

^.^ Dua Bui Sai ^.^

He is my best friend and we      ..... Sorry sorry, should be 'She' to show and mean as girl... (@.^) Pai Seh, my english not good, hope don't mind...
Haiz... Been friend for so long and always think she(he) as 'Heng Dai', mean like brother rather not to be 'Zi Mui', even every time she will mention to be sister but I always must stop her...
So, she is one of my best friend... Friend for so long, since form 4 and until now about 5 years dy... She is almost still the same, Attitude, Behavior, Height, Weight ( I not sure about this and it is sensitive to her so much, don't dare to say her increasing) and still stay pretty (^.^)... But do sure one thing is changing, the Age... From teenager, to lady, and maybe going to be woman soon... Time past time, we all are getting older and heavier on our responsibility... The more you growth, the more you need to care about...
She is a happy girl, always see her smiling like '38', but inside herself, as normal people or girl, still need people to care about... Just like a spiderweb, it capable to capture flies, but it is soft and easy to get destroy... Don't judge from the outside, because inside is totally different.. I not mean to her only, I mean to all the girl as well... Movie always mention, Girl thinking are deep sea which we never discover, on the other hand, girl claim what they want is most simple, love, care, and protection.. But that was the most difficult and complicated stuff (@.@)...

The title, 'Dua Bui Sai', what it mean? Haha, I don't know what incident, what situation to make her this name dy... I forgot.. But definitely not a good nickname for her... I do called her for so long and will continue call, haha... If I not mistaken, or actually it is true, she like to eat a lot... She sure miss Malaysian food so much... Chinese food, Malay food, and Indian food... Nasi lemak, haha, so nice... I tried it last week ohh, spicy jo...

So to 'pat' more.... I will add more next time la when free and think on what additional that I may miss out.. Here good luck to her on her study... Even work is heavy, but sure you gonna finish it... Add oil here to you...  Keep in touch... Take care... All the best...

颖爱(一)

爱一个人,只要她幸福就好,不一定要和她在一起。
因为她开心,就是我开心。
真的吗?
这句词通常只有在戏里才可听得见,用得着。可在正常生活里,可真的用得了吗?
爱一个人,这话有两个可能。一,你俩是曾经相亲相爱,也可能现在也还爱着对方,可是人在,心不在。二,一路走来,只有你一厢情愿,她可能不知道你的情,或你已表达你的心意,只是‘落花有意随流水,流水无心恋落花’。这句名言,众人皆知,周星驰说的深情,让我影响深刻。
只要她幸福就好,这是真的。见她开心幸福,从内心里,也觉得安慰。她的微笑,深情,魅力,美丽,都是我最想看到的。
不一定要和她在一起。说真的,这是逼不得已。如果说你真的爱他,情根深种,最想的就是可以和他在一起,分享你的一切,喜怒哀乐。一起吃饭,聊天,诉苦,谈情。累了,就想歇在他的怀抱里。醒来,最想见到的就是他。嘿,还是‘落花有意随流水,流水无心恋落花’。
因为她开心,就是我开心。她开心,我真的也觉得开怀,可是却带来了一份悲哀,哀愁,伤心,心痛,痛苦,不得已啊。新娘结婚了,新郎不是我。
但愿时间能淡化一切,淡情,忘情,绝情。虽然时间是最好的良药,可是还要靠自己的意志,勇敢的振作起来,面对现实,前方还有遥远的路要走,相信明天会更好,加油加油。


当你爱一个人的时候,连折磨也是一种幸福的恋爱是最好的,后来才会变坏。不要挥霍爱情,爱是会耗尽的。爱情可分为四,爱情的开始,热恋中幸福,淡恋的痛苦,爱情的尾声。爱情通常都会历经这,只求好聚好散。爱情里,你就有一份责任,因为你再也不是一个人生活。不要让一切都悲剧收场。

缘起缘灭,缘浓缘淡,情薄情深,情临情去,只求曾经拥有,胜过从未碰头。

因为拥有,所以害怕失去。因为失去,所以痛苦一生。这句话对我来说,是我曾经犯的一个错误。为什么会是一个错呢?因为我过于的关心,害怕,担心会失去。结果,弄巧反拙,失去地更快。有人说,爱情就像放风筝,时放时收。有爱有恨,有情有泪,这样才能情长爱永。我的爱,我的泪,我的痛。一声对不起,表达我万分歉意。

Saturday, October 2, 2010

My Expression...

Life is amazing... After time and time, turn and turn, all is just 'misunderstanding'...
I also don't know I got the courage to say it, but I know if I am not, I won't be able to happy, the thing will always stuck in my mind and I can't do work, live as normal again... I feel so miserable...
Life is short, opportunity just once, if I don't grab my chance, I sure I will regret in the rest of my life...
I try, even fail, I would feel responsible to myself... At least I tried...
I just hope thing work well after this... I do really hope it can work out...
Please God care...

Friday, October 1, 2010

Discover Yourself

When you listen, you concentrate
When you concentrate, you focus
When you focus, you serious
When you serious, you mean
When you mean, you say
When you say, you think
When you think, you analyze
When you analyze, you learn
When you learn, you discover
When you discover, you experience
When you experience, you feel
When you feel, you touched
When you touched, you cry
When you cry, you sad
When you sad, you alone
When you alone, you need
When you need, you find
When you find, you see
When you see, you like
When you like, you love
When you love, you enjoy
When you enjoy, you forgotten
When you forgotten, you regret
When you regret, you late
When you late, you blame

Life is like a circle... Feel it, mean it...

~~~Discovery Channel~~~

Spaceman 1: It never gets old, huh?
Spaceman 2: Nope.
Spaceman 1: It kinda makes you want to...
Spaceman 2: Break into a song?
Spaceman 1: Yep.
I love the mountains,
I love the clear blue skies
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all its sights and sounds
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
I love the oceans
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all its craziness
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It's such a brilliant place
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da
Boom-de-ah-da, boom-de-ah-da

Nice song...

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

My mind is stuck...

Ahhhhh, why my mind is just blank and I can't think on anything now... Lyric, memory, history, haiz, no idea of writing at all.. I just get recover on my left ear of being deaf (80%)... I experienced before so I thought I can get recover soon but thing doesn't work as plan... But 18 dollars can solve the problem.. Donate 18 dollar to doctor then get recover over night... Doctor + medicine is a combination to recover... But I do experience before, after I get to doctor, even before I take the medicine, I do feel better dy just like going to recover soon, very soon... 心理作用, english I don't know how to said...
Well, maybe I am started to hungry now, I shall go for a hot tea and some food, delicious food that I had planned to eat since afternoon just now, haha... I will continue writing later...

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

28 Sept 2010, Hot weather...

The title sound familiar to people who write diary, blog or ownself note... But I do wonder why people always mention about the weather (-.#)? Why don't we remember some other specific stuff such as people, special things that happen around? Weather is something simple but memorable for us to rewind back incident on that day... Mayb it can be a rainy day, who you are alone and thinking on someone you like or love... Lonely is really a bad feeling (@.@)... Let me rewind back what I did this morning... I woke up early, accompany cousin go service car, then I go Senawang service my car as well (5k and break system checking), lunch, then go KFC (hahaha), dinner, clean my car, water plant and now writing blog... Haiz, so boring nowadays... Feel like can't get to my way, my motivation and target... How life should be now? Do really I can;t get back my life after that happened?
"有缘自然会相见。We can meet again if fate mean that..." If a girl told this to a guy, does it mean she like him? Maybe she is still confusing and believe in fate... If fate mean it, then she will give a chance to him... But what if they doesn't meet again? Are we should always catch on our chance? Opportunity come once in life... But we do think, haiz, we can always meet another one, world is so huge and there are a lot of stuff that we never discover, see and learn... What if you still can't get a new one and still missing on the history... Life stuck now... Sad, alone, crying can't solve the problem.. How sould get away from this? We should turn our life, find a corner, a roundabout for you to turn 9, 12, and 3, but never go for 6... Turn back to previous would just be memories, happiness, sadness, all useless now... The other junction can be meaningful.. Not necessary must be getting partner, love to survive... Family and friends le? People who love and care you the most, but you do not love and care them, you always crying for someone who doesn't care you already, Can you wake up now? You would say I just want you, I wouldn't want anyone else, I can't live without you, bla bla bla Rubbish... If you can't let off, don't take it... People do always happy, enjoy and delightful but after that, want to die la, want to suicide, wakao, how irresponsible is that...

Monday, September 27, 2010

My Favourite Football Team 'Manchester United'

Manchester United Love Forever...
Red Devil ManUtd from history to the future... Sir Alex Ferguson...
How genius he was in the past? How he can bring up MU to become the biggest and famous club in the world? How much effort he had putting in on MU? How is his life beside of MU?
He is one of the person I respect the most... Details of him as below...
Sir Alexander Chapman "Alex" Ferguson, (31 December 1941) is a Scottish football manager and formar player as well (^.^ Striker he was).. He has been in charge ManUtd since 1986.. 24 years dy, can I say he is the longest serve manager in the world to be able to manage a big club with billion dollar transaction each year... On his carry on MU, Ferguson has won many awards and holds many records including winning Manager of the Year most times in British football history...
Ferguson was appointed manager at Old Trafford (MU Stadium) on 1986 and MU sit on 21st place (second from bottom)... I also don't know MU was that lousy at that time... But he managed to increase the players' discipline and United climbed up to finish at 11th in the season... Liverpool and Arsenal were the dominant clubs in the English league at the time and Ferguson desire to defeat the leader... After years and years of manage, buying player and replacement, he had bring MU to the top which capable to finish 1st in the table... Under his career, he won (11 Premier League, 5 FA Cup, 4 League Cup, 9 FA Charity/Community Shield, 2 UEFA Champions League, 1 UEFA Cup Winners' Cup, 1 UEFA Super Cup, 1 Intercontinental Cup, and 1 FIFA Club World Cup... 35 glory honour to him...
World Famous Player...
Let me just share some famous player that you all could briefly at least know the name (for the girl who donno football ^.^)
1) Roy Keane, haiz, should don't know about him much, me too as well... But he is the great player to help MU win over titles...
2) David Beckham, haiz again, this is on the other hand, so handsome guy that every girls would crazy for him all the time... Me also like him, if I am a girl and able to become his wife, waaaa, shock... (@.@) Don't crazy here plz.... Well, Beckham should be known by every single person in the world.. He play so well with his famous kick, banana kick which can curve the ball on the free kick or corner kick... Since after that, player start to kick better and better... Stop for David Beckham, and goes to my most like player            .....
3) CRISTIANO RONALDO, his skill, his speed, and his freekick, wow, awesome, incredible and fantastic... I had almost stream all his video in YouTube... When he at MU, it is the most delightful and powerful MU... I like him so much.... Cristiano...
4) Wayne Rooney, this is a fat fat guy now, potential to be the next FAT Ronaldo (*.*)... But his performance is damn good and score many goals for MU... Since now he is still at MU and I hope he can done a great job and get out from his down time...
5) Carlos Teves, Manchester City now, former player of MU with Rooney and Ronaldo.. They form the most powerful striker formation... Teves speed and shooting power, haha...

That are the player whom are consider famous and people do know about them... Great job from them to bring MU up...


But MU facing with financial problem all the time and being own by a family group... The club owe money to Bank and Fergie force to sell his love player such as Cristiano Ronaldo (highest transfer fee) and Carlos Teves in order to settle down partly of financial debt... I do heard before that MU union think of to gather money from people, such as one person 1 dollar in order to release MU from the family group company... Then MU would be free and own by who? Ferguson? I believe he is the most suitable person to own the club and fans would happy about it...

Manchester United, Alex Ferguson, I love you all and all the best to the seasons... Get back the title gentlemen... Last but not least, Cristiano Ronaldo once more time (^.^)....

!!!*Empire State Of Mind*!!!

Shit I make the Yankee hat more famous than a Yankee can...Good girls gone bad, the city fill with them...
Nice music right for what you are listening now... For so hard I then only can get this video on my blog, with the size, auto play and auto repeat (^.^)... But it may just 'kacang putih' for those PRO people... Haha, it take me more than an hour to complete it... In the end, I was delighted with my success + own research... This song performed by Jay-Z and feat by Alicia Keys, title as 'Empire State of Mind'... Sorry to tell here that I only get to know Empire State means from Discovery Channel few days ago and seem it is a building... Google it then Ya, it was a building and quite highhhhh... But don't care on that, what I like is this song... Song of New York, US... NY is an incredible city and I do hope one day I can go there to see whether I can do whatever that possible, achieve my dreams, feel brands new and do the light really can inspire me? Can't wait to take a look to feel the different from here... Cool weather, new people, new culture and new style... Haha, just feel like I am there dy... It would be one of my future dream place... Hopefully I will go there with my family and 'Close one' (^.^)... New York, I will keep you all the time in my mind...

Customize the Blog...

Today I woke up early 8am in the morning and dedicated to write on blogger to express my opinion, information (!@#$%) and feeling nowadays... But I end up the morning session on movie lead by Andy Lau, Eric Tsang and Alan Tham which was a nice movie with guns shoot and fighting... HK movie, bad guys always die at the end and good guys on happy ending... This was the information from the generation of HK to give people a happy together ending... So, nice movie and get back to write my blog...
One the first day I just write some rubbish and then write part lyric of song 'I don't wanna miss a thing'... I do really like the song so much and get back on it when KTV with friends... Miss this song so much and I just know that I haven watch the movie yet, 'Armageddon'... Look at the rating score is just average but my memory told me that it was a great movie and can make you cry? That I not sure yet, waiting now for the movie........

Sunday, September 19, 2010

I could stay awake, just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Saturday, September 18, 2010

My first day feeling..

Blog... I know this service for years ago from someone very important to me... Stories, feeling and what you thinking can be written down here... After years now, I will start to try on this... I do want to share my story with you...
My blog will begin here...